sister rivalry

everyday, without fail i will hear this complain from erika..."you don't love me, always, always hug ellisa, never hug me, you only love ellisa"...or it could get even worse...

e: you hug ellisa all the time, you only hug me for a while only
me: (i go hug erika la...console her) no la...i love you, she is still a baby, when you were a baby i hug you all the time...
e: i got no sister ma...
(oh..oh...ellisa saw us and now is throwing a tantrum ~super jealous, whining and literally throwing her whole body onto us)
e: don't carry her, don't carry her, let her cry la, only hug me
me: please erika don't say that...she is your sister (i go pick up the teary-eyed ellisa, ellisa stops crying immediately...give us her victory look)
erika: always like tat wan, hug me for a short time only...(then erika will sulk and show me her ugly long face...)

aiyoo...both girls so sticky...sometimes i complain to daddy...as usual he is not sympathetic at all...that's because he is super J...he wishes the girls were clamouring over him for attention and love instead of me...so to spike me he will say "you like it what...you enjoy it right, so you gotta deal with it la"...

hmm...come to think of it...i should be enjoying this attention...excuse me, as a mom of 2, not easy to get this kind of adoring, unadulterated attention anywhere not that i am craving for those "kind" of attention...(i don't need to complicate my simple life)...coz i know they grow up fast and will surely be eyeing their attention on things of their fancy rather than mommy!

now is the time to enjoy being the queen of their hearts for as long as it will last.