invasion of the ulceration!

i have not felt this painful or suffered so much from any of my previous throat infection before or maybe my memory is soooo bad that i cannot remember how badly i suffered before. (blame it on having 2 children)

woke up at 5 am, daddy made milk for ellisa, i have to feed her coz that's ellisa's "law". after that couldn't sleep...so at 7:40ish, daddy sent me to revisit my doc, we were the first ones at the door. (see la how desperate i am!!) had to ask him for more painkillers.

doc say i have many many many little ulcers all over my throat - really invasion of the ulceration kind!! i can't wait to see my antibiotics army killing off all those buggers and shooting them off to i dun care where!!

drinking clear chicken soup is a torture, even a tiny piece of grape or apple makes me jump off my seat...so far i can see myself shrinking by the day....help i simply cannot afford to lose any weight....i will be too skinny for my darling cousin's wedding...how to fill into that dinner dress leh!

really dun need any weight loss products now.


so far i can still hear my ear ringing with pain!!!! and sometimes i can even imagine those buggers are crawling out my ears after a good scratching on my raw wounds!! aaaaahhhh!!

i am just taking a breath at a time until my painkillers settle in...then i go eat something so i can take my antibiotics....hopefully i can conquered back my "wounded" territory and win this painful bloody battle!