pain & agony

Yesterday evening was ellisa’s turn to see the doc…it was a bad case of viral infection (same one which erika and i had) which looks a little bit like hand foot & mouth (thank god it’s not). Her legs were filled with polka dots of red bumpy spots that’s itchy…man, how to stop her from scratching and making it worse?? ellisa also suffered so much from the huge ulcer at the back of her mouth that even her fave. craving for a nen-nen session was too painful for her! hope she dun lose too much weight.

She was so frustrated, so angry and in so much pain that she kicked and jumped and scream and cried and roll all over the bed, the floor….it was heart wrenching to see her that way…and we tried giving her everything to soothe her…panadol, paracetamol, oral aid, 100+, juices, water, ice-cream…whatever she wants…in the end…she cried until she was so tired than she was knocked out. Dare not touch or move her…unfortunately she was not able to sleep for long…after 3-4 hours she is awaken by the pain and the whole episode of agony & pain starts again…mommy & daddy are like zombies today…prayed so hard for her…hope all is better by today.